My uncle can't stop calling me

My entire one side of the family lives in a different state and I used to visit them every once and a while. But listen I was 16 and completely drunk. We were hanging out in a bar he owns after it was closed. And I know that I was young but I can drink. We drank an entire bottle and a half of jack. I don’t remember shit. That wasn’t out of the normal I would party hard and drink often so that wasn’t the problem there. I do remember kissing him that night and I for sure remember that I didn’t initiate it. I also didn’t push him away and things got hot. The rest was a complete black out.

I remember waking up the next day and really feeling uncomfortable. I was in the house with my aunt and him and his kids. I was shaking and felt horrible. I went back home to my state the next day and really tried to forget. Although the rush of this entire thing really was addicting. So I continued to text him for months.

But then I started to see patterns of what I started to do. I started to be attracted to older men that were 10+ years older, men that looked like him. I read about rap victims that had this same patterns when they were touched as a child by an older man. (I know this is different and I don’t think I was considered rap because I know what was going on. But this is my question what do you guys think)

Anyways

I went back a few months later and one day when we were all hanging out him and I left together to go on a cigarette run. We were gone for hours. It was a full moon and we pulled off to some field and were blasting music dancing naked under the moon light. If this wasn’t my uncle it really would be romantic.... but I know it’s weird. Also I was completely wasted out of my mind. Two bottles of vodka we drank that night. And I think we hooked up. I know we made out and ect. But I also know we hooked up. I was so drunk which makes none any better but it was a factor.

Fast forward months and I’m already back home my aunt texted me and asked me if something happened. I obviously denied it all. But let me just say that was the last time I ever talked to that part of the family. And she’s had two kids with him since then so they must be great.